{"id":992789,"date":"2023-11-26T16:59:49","date_gmt":"2023-11-26T15:59:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/haranta.sk\/?post_type=recenzia&#038;p=992789"},"modified":"2023-11-26T16:59:50","modified_gmt":"2023-11-26T15:59:50","slug":"lucia","status":"publish","type":"recenzia","link":"https:\/\/haranta.sk\/en\/recenzia\/lucia\/","title":{"rendered":"Lucia"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"vgblk-rw-wrapper limit-wrapper\">\n<p>M\u00f4j hlavn\u00fd blok a strach, pre\u010do som sa tak dlho odhodl\u00e1vala \u00eds\u0165 na terapiu k Mirkovi tkvel v t\u00e9me, ktor\u00fa som potrebovala rie\u0161i\u0165, a to: \u017eenstvo, sexualita, vz\u0165ahy (partnersk\u00fd, k mu\u017eom v\u0161eobence, sama k sebe) a tie\u017e v tom, \u017ee by som to mala rie\u0161i\u0165 s terapeutom \u2013 mu\u017eom.<br>Ve\u013emi som ocenila Mirkovu profesionalitu a rozhovory s n\u00edm pred samotn\u00fdm procesom.<br>V de\u0148 samotn\u00e9ho procesu som c\u00edtila nap\u00e4tie, strach, ale z\u00e1rove\u0148 som bola na seba py\u0161n\u00e1, \u017ee som si dovolila vyst\u00fapi\u0165 zo svojej z\u00f3ny komfortu a \u00eds\u0165 do toho.<br>Asi najv\u00e4\u010d\u0161\u00edm z\u00e1\u017eitkom a objavom po\u010das terapie bolo pochopenie, \u017ee ke\u010f som sa narodila, m\u00f4j otec ma neprijal, lebo som sa nenarodila ako jeho vyt\u00fa\u017een\u00fd syn, ale ako \u010fal\u0161ia dc\u00e9ra. Potom mi to za\u010dalo v\u0161etko do seba zapada\u0165 a pochopila som, pre\u010do sa spr\u00e1vam, tak ako sa spr\u00e1vam, pre\u010do m\u00e1m strach z mu\u017eov a na druhej strane, pre\u010do sa im tak stra\u0161ne sna\u017e\u00edm podoba\u0165 a vyrovna\u0165, at\u010f\u2026\u2026<br>Bol to proces prebudenia a pochopenia s\u00favislost\u00ed mojej minulosti a pr\u00edtomnosti, mojich pocitov a vplyvu mojich presved\u010den\u00ed, ktor\u00e9 ma dlh\u00fa dobu tak ovplyv\u0148ovali, \u017ee som v ur\u010ditom slova zmysle ne\u017eila, nemala som rada sam\u00fa seba a nedok\u00e1zala som nadviaza\u0165 s nik\u00fdm int\u00edmny vz\u0165ah.<br>Mirkovi patr\u00ed ve\u013ek\u00e1 v\u010faka za ten pocit a t\u00fa nekone\u010dn\u00fa \u00fa\u013eavu, \u013eahkos\u0165, ktor\u00fa som c\u00edtila po procese. V\u010faka nemu som si kone\u010dne uvedomila svoju jedine\u010dnos\u0165, \u017eenskos\u0165, kr\u00e1su svojho tela i mojej du\u0161e a svoju dokonalos\u0165 presne tak\u00e1 ak\u00e1 som.<br>S odstupom \u010dasu, ke\u010f p\u00ed\u0161em t\u00fato sp\u00e4tn\u00fa v\u00e4zbu, si uvedomujem, \u017ee proces m\u00e1 u\u017e aj svoje ovocie, ktor\u00e9 mo\u017eno nie je tak vidite\u013en\u00e9 navonok, ale vn\u00fatri v mojom srdci a v mojom vedom\u00ed i podvedom\u00ed, vo vn\u00edman\u00ed samej seba. Tie\u017e sa mi zlep\u0161ili vz\u0165ahy s mu\u017emi, nem\u00e1m potrebu sa s mini porovn\u00e1va\u0165 a dokazova\u0165, \u017ee aj ja dok\u00e1\u017eem to, \u010do oni.<br>Bolo n\u00e1ro\u010dn\u00e9 sa na t\u00fato terapiu odhodla\u0165, ale po za\u017eit\u00ed toho v\u0161etk\u00e9ho, to m\u00f4\u017eem len a len odporu\u010di\u0165. Bol to transformuj\u00faci z\u00e1\u017eitok.<br>V\u010faka Mirko! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<\/div><!-- .vgblk-rw-wrapper -->","protected":false},"menu_order":0,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"pmpro_default_level":"","iawp_total_views":4},"class_list":["post-992789","recenzia","type-recenzia","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","pmpro-has-access"],"acf":{"stranka":988465},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/haranta.sk\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/recenzia\/992789","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/haranta.sk\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/recenzia"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/haranta.sk\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/recenzia"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/haranta.sk\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/recenzia\/992789\/revisions"}],"acf:post":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haranta.sk\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/988465"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/haranta.sk\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=992789"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}